It doesn't come much from calculation. From looking ahead or reading Shinya's moves. No, it comes more from the fact that he's a survivor. He'll scrape and claw his way to keep going. On some level, it's a fear. That he'll be seen as more of a failure. As the son who gave up on it all.
But he's not going to. He's going to hold onto what he has until it's forcibly pulled from him. Almost like how Kougami yanks his wrist out of his grip, a nearly unhinged looking smile pulling the corners of his mouth up, up. Gino can feel his heart against his ribcage, the thump thump rhythm of his pulse loud and clear. Briefly, he panics and struggles under Shinya's weight– can he tell that the beating isn't just from the adrenaline?
Maybe, maybe not, because his hand is being pinned above his head. The other one is free to move, to twist and try to shove Kougami off of him. It's a rather ineffective motion, the other man has always been heavier than him. Shifting his hips, he slides lower, the muscles in his shoulder pulling taut. There's a better angle here, to try and escape.
Gino moves his hand, heel of it coming up to hit against the bottom of Shinya's jaw. He can't be trapped like this. It's making his head spin and his stomach flip. ]
tags this to Selena Gomez's "Good for You"
It doesn't come much from calculation. From looking ahead or reading Shinya's moves. No, it comes more from the fact that he's a survivor. He'll scrape and claw his way to keep going. On some level, it's a fear. That he'll be seen as more of a failure. As the son who gave up on it all.
But he's not going to. He's going to hold onto what he has until it's forcibly pulled from him. Almost like how Kougami yanks his wrist out of his grip, a nearly unhinged looking smile pulling the corners of his mouth up, up. Gino can feel his heart against his ribcage, the thump thump rhythm of his pulse loud and clear. Briefly, he panics and struggles under Shinya's weight– can he tell that the beating isn't just from the adrenaline?
Maybe, maybe not, because his hand is being pinned above his head. The other one is free to move, to twist and try to shove Kougami off of him. It's a rather ineffective motion, the other man has always been heavier than him. Shifting his hips, he slides lower, the muscles in his shoulder pulling taut. There's a better angle here, to try and escape.
Gino moves his hand, heel of it coming up to hit against the bottom of Shinya's jaw. He can't be trapped like this. It's making his head spin and his stomach flip. ]