[ At first, he hadn't been sure about this situation. Besides the change in station, serving his friend...had been an awkward thought. Years later, it's not so bad. In fact, sometimes he feels less like a servant and more like a companion or a normal friend, regardless.
He tries not to think about how that will change for him soon. Too soon. How he'll inherit an estate that's stagnated and looked down on. He'll just be relieving his mother, finally, of all the pressure she's had to deal with in the time he's been learning. While it will be good to fulfilling those duties and helping out his mother, it still makes his stomach twist. The future is uncertain and cold.
And here, now, Shinya is warm and pleasant. ]
If you don't mind an audience. I know it can be distracting.
[ It certainly is to him, for different reasons entirely. ]
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He tries not to think about how that will change for him soon. Too soon. How he'll inherit an estate that's stagnated and looked down on. He'll just be relieving his mother, finally, of all the pressure she's had to deal with in the time he's been learning. While it will be good to fulfilling those duties and helping out his mother, it still makes his stomach twist. The future is uncertain and cold.
And here, now, Shinya is warm and pleasant. ]
If you don't mind an audience. I know it can be distracting.
[ It certainly is to him, for different reasons entirely. ]